Gosh this week’s been hectic and somewhat surreal. It’s like I’m watching my life go by right in front of my eyes and there’s nothing I can do about it and I can’t seem to “jump in” anywhere. There are so many things I want to do, but it’s so hard for me to focus and I can’t understand why.

That’s when I realized. It’s just about time for me to write another letter to God. We need to have a serious sit down chat. I need to apologize for a few things (eh hem - cough). I need to let him know that I am going to focus more and what I’m going to focus more on. I need, most of all, to ask him for his help again.

It seems like, sometimes, when I do ask for his help - receive it - I take off running with it and just start thinking “hey, this isn’t so hard. I think I can continue on without his help from this point.” - HA - wrong.

So today, I plan to take it easy and work things out with my spiritual essence. I also plan to do a massive brain dump (which I’ll most likely publish here later on). Then the rest of the weekend, I also plan to take it easy still - however, it will be a learning time.

I get so busy and these ebooks that I’ve purchased and downloaded just keep piling up and piling up and ultimately, none of them get put to good use. That’s going to change this weekend. I plan to read at least 5 of them (well, skim them, choose which ones are actually worth my full attention, then go back and read those) - so expect a full review once I’m all finished up.

I think that’s it for now. Thanks for listening to me ramble on.