http://www.astepcloser.com/musings/2005/01/25/why-is-love-so-complicated/ To Living My Life Sat, 22 Nov 2008 05:51:35 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.0.2 http://www.astepcloser.com/musings/2005/01/25/why-is-love-so-complicated/#comment-40986 Tue, 25 Mar 2008 16:21:07 +0000 http://www.astepcloser.com/musings/2005/01/25/why-is-love-so-complicated/#comment-40986 Wow, I was beginning to think that I was going to become cellabut because love hurts too much to keep falling in and out of love. There was this one guy, I'll call him Chadden and he broke my heart to pieces one amjor time and now everytime I have to look at him, it shatters all over again. I have a couple other guys that I loved and lost, one even more special than Chadden, but I haven't really found anything since then. This lil thing called love is scaring me outta my mind and I'm just not sure I want to go through it again and get hurt all over, its soooo complicated to be a chick! Grrrrrrrrr!!!!! Anyway when I stumbled accross this entry, I realized how much I can connect with the writer, I lay in bed each night, a river of tears slipping over the edge of my face all because I cant understand where a relationship of my past went wrong and why I can't keep myself from holding back and loving recklessly with a joy that I've prolly never had before. This entry has really spoken to my heart about how much hell that chicks and guys alike are destined to go through, all because you learn from your mistakes and you have to go your own way sometimes, find your own path and destiny, create your own future. Thank you so much for encouraging me to pursue that one guy out there that I kno is in store for me.... Wow, I was beginning to think that I was going to become cellabut because love hurts too much to keep falling in and out of love. There was this one guy, I’ll call him Chadden and he broke my heart to pieces one amjor time and now everytime I have to look at him, it shatters all over again. I have a couple other guys that I loved and lost, one even more special than Chadden, but I haven’t really found anything since then. This lil thing called love is scaring me outta my mind and I’m just not sure I want to go through it again and get hurt all over, its soooo complicated to be a chick! Grrrrrrrrr!!!!! Anyway when I stumbled accross this entry, I realized how much I can connect with the writer, I lay in bed each night, a river of tears slipping over the edge of my face all because I cant understand where a relationship of my past went wrong and why I can’t keep myself from holding back and loving recklessly with a joy that I’ve prolly never had before. This entry has really spoken to my heart about how much hell that chicks and guys alike are destined to go through, all because you learn from your mistakes and you have to go your own way sometimes, find your own path and destiny, create your own future. Thank you so much for encouraging me to pursue that one guy out there that I kno is in store for me….

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